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Mercurial [mixtape]

by Creative Space Cadet

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I will write til the shit fits tight Might fight your bestie outta ripe spite Aight? Whatever floats your fancy October blue Fuck you T. Clancy We dance and we dip on coin flips Dick like Coyne The Flaming Lips LowerLIpDrip lips off to any December trips I ball n sip Henney Did OF trademark this type of flow I'm waiting for loiters to say aight though Like WOAH Still party startin Disheartened Assata didn't get a decent pardon Partisan in mentions Dick rider in DMs Y'all cling to the walls like posters to 3M Miss me with the salesman smile Catch me crossfaded to J Belfort's trial NO ANSWERS JUST QUESTIONS NO ANSWERS JUST QUESTIONS NO LONGER QUIET WE THRIVE ON TENSION
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AY you You the one rude You eve know who The fuck you speakin to? CS Cadet Royalty in debt but bet Life's the fuckin best I'm a walkin mess Walk into a war I'm Christ with the poor give your respect To the workers of sex Hand over paychecks What you gonna say next Whole note rest Bars back by request Not backed by reserves I don't fuck with the f*ds Best believe I be ghostin on machines I roast all your teams And dose up the fiends Please You know I'm famous overseas I don't fuck with your scene I fuck like I'm mean Ha It's obscene bruh In a jeep what Gettin sweet top Later hit the G Spot Spotted downtown Runnin your crown Throw your ass to the ground just to sample the sound [Eduardo talks mad shit] WE THE ILLEST [DM Dew if you wanna know his verse tbh i' tired of typing rn[
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Electrified Never been one to Provide or decide Only take hold when i Know that its mine All in the mind All slowly defined Quick to contradict My Souls evicted I’m conflicted Sick n submissive Stuck in the mischief days fade daily with a Quick spliff Eyes cold on the Ides of March I ain’t done so Don’t you start I ain’t dumb but I ain’t smart When you ran you took my heart When you ran you took my heart When you ran you took my heart Flash forward some years just to flash back Now I can vocalize panic attacks What the fuck good does that do though You know No control Never was Never will be Still not sure what the fuck is in me Empty thoughts in a fried mind Ego fucked up, check the star sign Nowhere to go but I'm on time Nothing to own but it's all mine I need to grow in the sun shine I need to know if we're all fine Eyes cold on the Ides of March I ain’t done so Don’t you start I ain’t dumb but I ain’t smart When you ran you took my heart When you ran you took my heart When you ran you took my heart Long drive home from about mid-state Long time alone checkin astral fate You ain’t elated to see me I ain’t to be me love receding It’s repeating Complex placeholding Same cards No hearts Fuck i’m folding Few months away from departing the state New dude in your bed so you clear up the slate Any reason why - oh you had plenty Hold my failing health against me Every fuckin time i stood sentry Cold blue eyes they look so empty
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Doses 03:17
Green Solara Sixth and Stevens It’s the karma We’re the heathens Treat me to a pack of cigarettes and you can bet I wanna be by your side past the sunsets No haven no homes We ride n we roam Killing our time Or just dyin to know No place to go so pull into a parkin space Jump into the backseat n let imagination race We talked of a future We never knew Abstractions n bliss And mentions of schools Somethin so perfect Some people worth it Takin in the damage n fryin out the circuits Person to person Put a price to the pain It stops the hurtin When i say your name You set the rules I played your game From then on out It was never the same Keep me dosed up with that dopamine You’re chokin me I don’t even know Who I wanna be We fall out We fall in Skatin over memories That ice is thin How ya been Where you goin Overtly potent chemistry of moments The science ain’t exact But we seem to react We’re the codependant flames In the actual fact We look to projections Of the stars in the sky I didn’t hold your hand I couldn’t think of why The following weeks You place a kiss on my cheek But still the feelin That you’ll always leave That fear controlled All truth be told I was fucking up I was distant n cold So damn sold on the ideal Not real Not a date we just out here Sharin meals Only thing we took from one another was the tickin time Every fuckin second tappin up a new imporvin high
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Possession 02:30
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I remember every night i never slept The ghost of you was there I remember every night i never slept Every night you never cared You were so fucking cool Its stupid So fluent in movement Truant amusement Hands so study and soothin Mad passion pursuant Individual n fluid You were fuckin groovin Place is space Cadet’s the taste You tested n flexed Alt timeline context I mean it with no disrespect Only actual admiration All touch met with elation Every bad bar written is a Bullet loaded in the chamber So what i wrote for you is 800 projectiles Of pure fuckin danger Only stranger correlations with the stars I dreamed of a bond that was never ours Water with fire for me and Earth for the taurus Courtship affection flares after time of harvest I was starvin I remember every night i never slept The ghost of you was there I remember every night i never slept Every night you never cared
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-What it means to me Livin like i hope my soul is free When the stream breaks down it breaks down to this Wanna do somethin else or makeout bliss -I accept conditions It’s all superstitious visions Self confidence conflict with historical abstinence - imagine this panic hits specific With kickdrum rhythmic It’s the new sickness Paired with waves of folk who add me to the shitlist Physical unfitness with a fist shit Bit my lip and bit the bullet Cock the gun i’ll fuckin shoot it You grabbed my cock you fuckin knew it I wanna love I’M FUCKIN HUMAN NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU DON’T KNOW YOU DON’T KNOW NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME NO SLEEP NO SLEEP YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME YOU DON’T KNOW YOU DON’T KNOW Different days in different ways Anxious headspace Back at your place TV screens disrupt our daze Look in your face Look for more grace We can’t stand another second I can’t write another message I take hold on every moment No control or way to own it That night preserved in terms of taste Our fingers slip below each waist Ain’t that fuckin great! No discourse on the meaning Baby I’ve been fuckin bleeding Sayin every fleeting feeling Letting go no mo concealin For real, I was a dumbfuck Possession took hold ran amok Too rooted in the normative Brainwash years so formative Performative actions after the fact Lookin for meals but i needed a snack Takin photos of your hair from the back Out of my mind like fuckin wit crack Well shit - I love you Who the fuck do I put above you say it aloud we’re done dude END OF DAY subdued Rudely awakened Depression has me taken Naps from 8 to 8 n I still haven’t figured out how to sleep to the date WAIT I STAY UP LATE N THINK OF FATE
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How many spent years in the valley How many years in northside alleys How many years since I’ve seen your face How many friends have departed this place All in numbers doesn’t mean shit All the lovers with the regrets Lost time for the lost bets Lost souls in the darkness Pardon this pain for the peace of the prophet Part of me knows at the point I stop it I’m just honest I’m just hurt I’m pretty fuckin sorry for what that’s worth Not much now Maybe somethin then Some nuance I couldn’t even begin to defend Maybe i’ll stick this out to an end Maybe overthrow this government Think of you sitting right herebehind me Critiquing what I wanna do well past hobby Here so oddly 2016 Towards tail end of being a burdening fiend Obscene to the past tense to meet again New sense of pride -in a distant friend Two souls stand- to make amends Our lives - have yet to end Let’s get on that spaceship Show me all the stars Let’s get on that spaceship Take me somewhere out so far Let me in or cut me out Let me know what you’re about Anarchist or hedonist Unknown or B-list I’ll leave this state Bury ways Kill my name Feel no shame Take no more and walk away At the core no more games Fuck war and fuck off I’m sensitive You’re soft Senseless With molotovs Hack through Your protocol Time to transcend Time of advent Understanden We’re commanden Our projection of self in this space Please define what could be a place It’s baseless It’s bassless

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Mercurial is not meant to uplift. Mercurial is not to be held as a truth of the Cadet. Mercurial is a container for the memories of growing in Illinois, both from love, and the pain in twisting love into something it should never be.

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released April 20, 2018

Recorded in Chicago (IL), Batavia (IL), Bartlett (IL), Savannah (GA), and Detroit (MI) over the course of 10 months.
Production by CS Cadet on tracks 1, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7, and 10.
Production by Rob Lyon/Coheleth on tracks 4 and 8.
Production by VICTOR! M. Cervantes on track 9.
Engineered, mixed and (lazily) mastered by CS Cadet.
Art by Connie Chu.

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